i know you're tortured within 
Welcome to my thoughts page! Entries are displayed from newest (top) to oldest (bottom) added.
Here I write about a variety of different things, from small anecdotes to just straight up venting.
I am by no means a philosopher or an amazing writer, so please keep that in mind while reading my writing and my thoughts.
November 2nd, 2025
Rejuvenated, Refreshed, and Restored
You guys have no idea how good I feel right now. My site is finally completely revamped and I’ve been procrastinating on this for months. MONTHS! I was tired of opening Notepad++ just to leave it open for 2 hours and not write a single line of code. Something clicked inside of me and I was finally able to organize something that I am proud of.
To a lot of people, this small little space may just be another website upon millions of others, but to me, this is my home. Writing that out feels extremely cheesy, but it’s the truth. I made this website back in May of this year because I felt I needed to express myself more. I wanted to branch out and try something new, try to discover what felt right. It didn’t take long for me to realize I really, truly love this space I’ve created for myself.
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October 2nd, 2025
FUCK TRUMP
I’m not gonna say that I don’t want to get political on here, because now is a time that I absolutely SHOULD.
If you didn’t know, I’m American. There are so many problems that I have with the current administration in my country and I could rant about them for days. But one thing that REALLY pisses me off is how blind half of this country’s population is. That orange, greedy old excuse of a human can talk about whatever bullshit he wants and these dumbasses will follow his every move. Honestly, I don’t want to say I hate the people who do support Donald Trump. As much violence and hate speech they spread to people who don’t look and act just like them, they aren’t the people I need to be mad at.
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August 19th, 2025
School
I’m actually pretty happy with how school has been going so far!
Sorry to anybody I might have concerned with my last entry, I was definitely going through it, to say the least. Thank you to those who reached out. Things are looking a lot better now, though.
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July 26th, 2025
Pathetic
my life is genuinely pathetic
i keep saying i dont like being vulnerable on here but ive just stopped caring less and less
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June 17th, 2025
Polarity
I can’t sleep, so I thought I’d come back to my ’safe’ little corner of the Internet.
If you haven’t read my previous entry on the 15th, I suggest you do for some sort of context.
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June 15th, 2025
Let Go
I’m going to try not to be too descriptive of my situation, as this IS a public website, but I need to write enough that helps future-me know exactly how I was feeling during this time. So, hi Soph, I hope you’re doing better when you read this later.
I fucked up. Bad.
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June 10th, 2025
Nuisance
I hate feeling like a nuisance to the people I care about. Like, sorry I want to talk to you. I think you’re so fucking cool. Just kill me I guess. It’s fine.
Like, it’s so embarrassing when I ask someone to hang out, get told no (or get ignored lol), and I see them spending time with somebody hours or minutes later. Like jesus fucking christ. You might as well just spit in my face and tell me to jump off a bridge.
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