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Growing Up

March 6th, 2026

Hi everyone.. I’ve returned! Haven't written here since last year. Today is my birthday!

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Guilt

December 21st, 2025

In the past week, two of my close friends have confessed that they have romantic feelings for me. For a lot of people, that would be a good thing. For me, I'm not sure how to feel about it...

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Twenty Twenty Five

December 7th, 2025

As the year comes to an end, I look back and think about how much I've changed and how many moments I've experienced throughout it. It feels like I've lived 3 different lives just this past year alone...

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Rejuvenated, Refreshed, and Restored

November 2nd, 2025

You guys have no idea how good I feel right now. My site is finally completely revamped and I've been procrastinating on this for months. MONTHS!

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FUCK TRUMP

October 2nd, 2025

I'm not gonna say that I don't want to get political on here, because now is a time that I absolutely SHOULD...

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School

August 19th, 2025

I'm actually pretty happy with how school has been going so far! Sorry to anybody I might have concerned with my last entry, I was definitely going through it...

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Pathetic

July 26th, 2025

my life is genuinely pathetic. i keep saying i dont like being vulnerable on here but ive just stopped caring less and less...

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Crush

July 15th, 2025

I like a guy! This ..honestly sucks. I'm sure that my sexuality isn't a choice, because if it were, there's no way in hell I'd still be attracted to men...

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Polarity

June 17th, 2025

I can't sleep, so I thought I'd come back to my 'safe' little corner of the Internet...

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Let Go

June 15th, 2025

I'm going to try not to be too descriptive of my situation, as this IS a public website, but I need to write enough that helps future-me know exactly how I was feeling during this time...

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Nuisance

June 10th, 2025

I hate feeling like a nuisance to the people I care about. Like, sorry I want to talk to you. I think you're so fucking cool. Just kill me I guess...

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